is it time already?

Can I express to you how terrified I am to go back to a full school-day?

K thanks.

i am terrified for school!

Most of you didn't know but I took this past semester off to work and of course had some other plans that usually fall through like plans do. So if you do the math...I haven't been in the good ole' studying mode since late april. {wait. was I ever in the studying mood?} Anyway, going back to get this next semester situated was an adventure in itself. How am I supposed to go back-back for good-good? I'd be lying if I said I was not excited in the least because lets get real of course I am! School is so great. But not enough excitement to overpower the fear. Talking to my trusty boy Park he advises me in his oh so kind but hilarious words "Don't worry, I remember when I went back to school after the mission, it takes like an hour to adjust!" I guess I will just bank on that...literally though. Parker and Pat will take care of me and I know that but I just don't know if I'm all that ready for it.

It's going to be different! And we all know how I am with change. UVU without the gorgeous Whitney Baird will be a toughy. Seeing her defeated face coming out of math class (that clearly matched mine) or hearing her hilarious stories that happened in class. She always got stuck next to one or two crazies. She's off to serve the Lord for 18 months {which by the way she gave a rockin' talk} and I will miss her dearly.

My dearest Kirsten Heiner will be there with me every step of the way though and that is reassuring! She (although she might disagree) has motivation coming out her eyes and ears. She gets me to the lib and studying more than any other person. She's the smartest and can always teach me a thing or two. She is one of the factors that is keeping my feeling of fear from over-flowing. Can't wait Kirs!

Hall of judgement--I mean hall of flags.

Popcorn smelling halls-but only if you sign up for the military.

Life or death trying to find a parking spot.

Fabulous 5-FL library drenched in the smell of coffee.

Bring it on.