change for the better?

ever since i can remember i have never been good with change.

changing school teachers.
getting new sunday school teachers in church.
i remember even having the school lunch menu change was kind of a huge deal.
changing jobs was pretty hard for me.
losing my best friend/other half a couple months ago seemed unbearable.
so this totally explains why moving to provo was the hardest thing i have yet to go through.

change is said to be good. refreshing. a new start. a new leaf. . .NO WAY.
if i had it my way, i would do the same thing, eat the same thing, and even see the same people everyday. Jerks, maybe that is why I enjoy EFY so much and you can make fun of me for it. Everyday is kind of the same routine week after week. You eat the same stuff. You wear the same outfit. It works for me.

I have a few people in my life that love change. Embrace it with open arms. They even seem to be a different person everyday because they love changing (either that or multiple personalities psycho). I guess I am just a reserved-do-my-own-thing type of person and that thing is having routine. Nothing changing.

But I know I go through these changes so I can bear them a bit easier with each one. Change is definitely a weakness of mine but I hope and pray I am slowly reacting better to it. One day at a time. . .