thoughts.

every once in a while i do a post that is just filled with random thoughts or stories.

this is one of them. . .

* i am so sick of provo parties. i feel like everyone says that too but yet we all go because everybody else is going. it's so weird because i have forgotten what it's like to not live in a college town. when i go back home to bountiful, my friends just sit around. i always ask any parites going on? they just look at me so weird.

*my sister sang a solo today in sacrament meeting and did fabulous by the way. she said she was nervous..it made me think-i know we all get nervous but do you think all the big singers get way nervous on their tours? they sure don't act like it.

*monday may 24th. i thought this day would never come. BACHELORETTE.

*yesterday i had efy training day. people were there at 6 AM. it's a saturday. what are you teaching us that can't be taught at like hmm 3 pm? they told us to go home and look online where there is a dance instruction video of the line dances that the counselors do. imagine this: alone in my basement. laptop on the table. trying my best to keep up. IT IS SO HARD! it goes so fast. and we all know i am out of shape so it definitely was quite the workout. can not wait to go up on stage and make a fool of myself. yessssssssssssssssssssss. also, what is the point of khaki pants? why can't we just wear jeans. i do not understand it.

*i go through phases of artists where i just am obsessed with them. this week: josh groban. wow what a talented individual. it is like he serenades just to me. really.

*i love boys cologne. love love love. i think it's so funny how every scent smells different on every different person. i asked my friend what he was wearing and then asked my other friend because he also smelled divine--THE SAME THING. i for one was floored. interesting.

*in the winter i have flannel sheets. which are nice and warm. but i just wait for the day when i get to change into the silky smooooooth cool ones for summer. and that was yesterday.

*i hope lee wins american idol.

*i love glee. i want jessie to be a good guy. i think he is slowly becoming one though.

*i am going to miss oprah when she gets rid of her show in a year or whenever the heck that is. {i just try not to think about it}

*sorry, i feel like i talk about efy a lot. but it's been on my head so much lately. quick story..the coordinators were explaining each activity and the roll we play in each of them as counselors. when explaining pizza night--which for those who haven't gone is just a fun kind of rowdy night where you have a pizza party etc--they were telling us the rules and to keep indoors blah blah and then they told us to refrain from any hard partying, drugs, or alcohol. i couldn't help but laugh! thanks, i will be sure to leave that for another night.

*my craving for disneyland gets stronger everyday

*i have an addiction. it's called zupas.

*i decided i better start writing more uplifting and encouraging thoughts in my journal. i keep hearing that you write in your journal for your future generations to read...hmm k grandchildren have fun reading about my break ups, fighting with friends, annoying things that happened throughtout the day, and the gifts i got for christmas and birthdays..?

*would being on the amazing race be the best thing that has ever happened? YES. think of the places you'd go.

*having my sister graduate this week and go through all the senior activites it just brings me back to mine! i honestly can not believe it has been 2 years. but i guess i can because so many people are married and all of the boys are almost ready to come on back from the misssions. it just made me think of this one thought though...the senior party. we had messages in a bottle where you could write a message to someone. and molly abbott {case} wrote me the sweeeetest nicest note i have ever read. and i still have it and i read it the other day. i miss her but goodness, what great things she is doing up above.

*my brothers back home. i guess he just missed me way too much! nah there is some war in thailand so he came back. i see him tomorrow and i am so excited...it's sad though. i know he worked all semester for that experience. i know he'll find another one though

wow i think it is time for me to end the random thought post. thank you for all those that just skipped over this and didn't read it all. it's probably best, my mind is so random. and i apologize for those that actually did! happy sunday.

ps madison call. love you. yes ANOTHER shout out. thought it was time :) hahahah