indecisive.

indecisive is my middle name. i am sorry that i keep changing the look of my blog. nothing looks right to me and what looks right at the moment--looks HANEOUS the next minute. i will try to minimize it to changing it once a week haha..but this week. Santorini, Greece: i will be there sooooooon!

so i have a date tonight. and i am way nervous for it. should i be? even if i have known the person forever i still get nervous. why... lets hope this boy never ever ends up on my blog and see's this! how embarassing. he is cooking me dinner at his place. that makes me even more nervous.

what if i hate it?

what if i am full from my lunch still?

what if i get food all over my face?

what if the date goes longer than i want it to?

what if he is way more interested than i am?

what if his picture looks ten times better than he does in real life?

{no i am not mean, you think about it all the time.}

or

what if i love it?

what if the date ends but i want it to go longer?

what if i just fall in love with him and he hates me?

what if he thinks MY picture is ten times better than how i look in real life?

{yes boys are mean.}

anyway i will update you all my lovely's! happpppppy wednesday!

ps. bachelor? Does ali come back? i feel like if she would then they would have shown her on the preview. i feel like jake would say "sorry you can't come back i have to be fair to the other girls.." but then again he did dramatically choke up while they were kissing good bye! My friend went to realitysteve.com or something like that and found out what happens! DO NOT DO THIS. i did this with Jason's season and watching it was so boring. Although i am tempted. it's just one click away...no no i will wait. what did you guys think about this weeks episode???