happy girl in happy valley

have you ever missed someone even though they are right there? You talk to them but for some reason you miss them? whether it be that you miss the way they used to be or the old times that you had with them. but you just miss them. and no matter what you do you can't go back to the way it used to be--back to when you didn't miss them.

right now i wish i could go back to a few situations, friendships, experiences etc and just breathe in or appreciate what happened there. maybe write about it, or take a picture. by the way..none of this is supposed to make sense to you. i am just trying to get my thoughts out there. but i hope that you don't take a relationship, friendship, outing etc for granted. because who knows..one day you might be sitting on your bed at 11:45 at night wishing you had some time back to take it all in. or say some things you should have said. take back some things that should not have been said, or just simply take the time to smile about what happened.

thanks for listening..