i have had mono the past week which has given me a lot of time to think. for myself. i am always doing things for other people, headed to the next party, and never worrying about myself. having done this i have worn myself out.
i hated being by myself and would avoid it at all possible. but lately i have learned to...enjoy my own company? and over the past couple days i have been thinking..
if you had one wish in the whole entire world what would it be? i know most people say oh a million dollars, or to be the strongest person in the world. but for me it would be something different. i wish that everyone in the world could be healthy.
i hear that it is considered wrong to be friends with those that are not of my faith. i think that is ridiculious. i have a best friend at work that is not mormon but why does that stop me? i find her uniqueness inspiring. my favorite thing to do is just talk about church and beliefs with her. why are we wasting time judging others that are not like us, when we really should be loving them..
i want to do something worthwhile with my life. something fantastical. i want to look back years from now and say wow remember when i did that?!
i have come to the conclusion that disneyland is one of my favorite places of all time. i'd live there if i could. 100% serious. having said that, my favorite movies consist of disney movies and my favorite game is disney scene it.
why is it that you do so much for people and will do anything for someone but then when your sick and need someone or something back from those people they are nowhere to be seen? it discourages me.
gee those are my thoughts for the day.
that's kind of depressing, but really cute at the same time. haha I'm loving you writing on your blog. It makes me happy. I love disneyland too. and I definitely believe in doing something with your life. that's my number one goal. I didn't know you were sick!!! sad day. get better. I love ya nicole!
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